Really wanted to write something about Naruto's birthday. I will, I promise, but not now. I'm so sorry, but this is unbearable. I really can't understand my feelings and why do I feel that. That's really ridicullous to act like I do but I can't help it...One more reason to change. I hate leaving things unfinished but I feel that I have to. Now I know thatit is better not to startd doing things you are not quite ready to do and to do thoroughly.